Olesya felt a strong ache in her back. She mentally asked the pain that had arisen: “What do you want to tell me?” She heard the answer: “You blocked me. I’m looking for a way out.” And she began to squeeze her whole body with her vice, it became impossible to breathe. “It’s not scary to die, It’s just very painful,” thought the fragile woman. The pain disappeared as suddenly as it came. Olesya did not understand what kind of hidden suffering had come to the surface. After all, she is successful in everything: a wonderful family, loyal friends, a professional in her field, can afford to travel around the world, and study abroad, and...Reached that very peak. And time became whole, or maybe it always was like that. There was nothing more to wish for. This thought surprised me. All tasks were completed ten out of ten possible. I remembered that I always knock out the maximum amount from a pneumatic gun. And this comes easy. However, like any goal which he sets for himself. “I see the goal, I see no obstacles,” is the internal motto. And the space changes. The points shift. Any intention is achieved in a short time. I replayed my life story like a film. I remembered that I replaced any pain with the attitude: tomorrow will be different. And I lived. And here is that height. I don’t understand what’s next? Where to go? After a few days, I again had to breathe and exhale through the feeling of pain. No one could explain its origin. There are no desires, as if everything that was important had lost its significance. That personality that was outlived its usefulness. You are not you. There is more, and this is more than that energetic, beautiful and loving woman. To realize who you are, you need to live your story again. Olesya saw herself as a little girl in an ice palace. It was ideally clean, delicious food and there was no feeling of warmth from her mother. Probably she doesn’t know how to express her love, thought the grown-up Olesya. She was cold and could warm herself up just inventing activities for myself. I will study mathematics, it’s interesting. And I learned to solve the most complex problems. I acquired the ability not to retreat where it is difficult and to complete what I started. To be continued