Gabriel Marcel, a French writer, wrote. Tell the person: - I Love You! - the same thing as telling him: - You will live forever, you will never die. I, Miroslav Voronkov, am writing. Tell the person: - I don’t love you! - the same thing as telling him: - Kill your love for me and die. “I don’t love you anymore,” I heard. Just like that out of the blue. Just yesterday everything was there, happiness in her eyes, joy, care from me, tenderness from both of them to each other. And words of joy from her to me. And suddenly...sharply. - I don’t love you anymore! I am living through such a period now. When forced, I kill love in myself. Are you familiar with this condition? When do you climb a wall because of emotional and physical pain? When everything that happens seems to not be with you and you are not you, it is another person and someone else’s life. And it would seem that just recently, I was happy, but now the emotional background has decreased. Everything falls out of hand and everything is not as it should be. And there seems to be no end to this state of affairs. And time stopped. And everything collapsed inside and yes, the feeling that I had died. And now the period of recovery. Difficult. Tedious. To be reborn, you need to go through the birth canal. Through hardness, through pain, through suffering, through despondency. To joy. Fortunately. To life in yourself. To life in life. Through self-love. Through self-acceptance. Through honesty with yourself. Through honesty with yourself. Through.... Through.... Through.... What else is there? In the Old Testament in the Book of Ecclesiastes or Preacher it is written: For everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to destroy, and a time to build; a time to cry, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time to scatter stones, and a time to gather stones; a time to hug, and a time to avoid hugs; time to seek, and time to lose; a time to save, and a time to throw away; a time to rend, and a time to sew together; a time to be silent and a time to speak; a time to love and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace. It seems that every word written in this verse is about me. Do not give me recommendations on what I should do and do not ask me questions about my condition. I am not writing about this. I will ask you to describe your example, if you are familiar with the state when you were forced to kill Love for a person within yourself! And answer four (4) questions: What did you do to be safe for yourself? What actions did you draw energy from? What did you review in your life during this period? What did you understand about yourself during this period of life??