From the author: How useful it can be to be left “on your own” So I wanted to escape from the world and I did not restrain my desire. Limiting my world only to myself, including my family and not excluding everyday affairs, I was immersed in observing myself, in a simple, even somewhat childish, living of daily life. Was I bored? Not at all, the time filled up on its own. In a strange way, situations arose when I had to simply insert myself into them in order to understand something again or just to clear out a bunch of things that arose from “later-pushed drawers”... At first I ran away from solving all the issues, but life threw me so many of them, and I realized that if not now, then things would drown me completely. So I plunged into their automatic solution. Everything that was once pushed into the back burner was considered by me and received a clear review: “Decide with a positive answer, do not resist and leave it behind.” Of course, communication with the outside world remained, but I did not immerse myself entirely in it, I lived as It’s as if the whole world didn’t exist. At that time, interesting and completely new events for me happened in the family, which I lived to the fullest. For example, my eldest son got married and just recently I shared these bright moments in OCI or from the list “Sometimes this is needed do" I took out one at a time and simply implemented it - that's how I got to the point "Learn to drive a car" - and how cool, fun and liberating it turned out to be!!! Oh! I wasn’t depressed, not at all, I just relaxed, gave up on all the achievements and lived in the small and big joys of every day. It was a journey of self-discovery and it bore fruit! Unexpectedly and very liberating... I realized that my search was in myself completed with a new awareness and closing the chapter of the “eternal search”, I laughed for several days, even reacted to the party of younger children as if I were no more than 12 years old, watching with interest which of them would win))) About how the world around me has changed, relationships in the family, the behavior of children, my condition, ideas, energy and desires to live, create, create and rejoice cannot be contained in this article. Therefore, just hello, dear person! I wish you to remain yourself under any circumstances! Write your stories of travel to to myself.