In mid-February of this year, a girl named Tatyana contacted me again. For the first time we worked on overcoming the fear of being alone (see article No. 39: www.b17.ru/article/272555/). Tatyana shared that her desire to merge with others has gone away, and she is no longer afraid of being alone. This time she wanted to solve the problem of how not to be afraid to get close to people. I don’t like it when people touch me. It wasn't always like this, it was much easier before. Now, when people try to hug me, even relatives or friends, I move away. I have an aversion to this. I feel like my space is being disturbed and becoming blurry. It always seems to me that they are trying to encroach on my personal space. I tried to merge before, but now it seems to me that other people want to fill me with themselves. Maybe they don't want it, but that's how I perceive it. I have a feeling that they are encroaching on my territory, and I perceive this very painfully. It’s starting to shake. I understand what a personal life can be like, what kind of relationship it can be, if it’s so painful to perceive just close relationships, even the opportunity to be close. I want to be normal, not the prickly person I am now. I want to be an adequate person - alive, who can afford to hug another. I consider this normal, but for some reason it is painful for me. We discussed requests for immersion into a past life. The first question began to sound like this: “Why do I consider myself superior to other people.” Second: “Why do I forbid myself to be small and weak.” Tatyana conveyed her perception - she considered herself superior to others, but when people came up to her and hugged her, it was as if she became small and defenseless. After forming requests, we plunged into a trance, and Tatyana passed into a past life. This work was not going as usual. Everything that happened was out of my control. Tatiana was driven by her unconscious, but we did not resist, trusting it. At first, Tatiana saw herself in the body of a girl. We ended up in kindergarten. Someone came up to her crib, pulled off the blanket and took her somewhere. A little girl, dressed in panties and a T-shirt, was punished for her offense. Tatyana felt humiliated. We checked whether the block to consider oneself superior to other people arose in this life. The check showed that it was not there. We moved on. Next, Tatyana saw a 15th-century fortress in one of the Western countries. She found herself in the body of a strong-built man. He was about 80 years old. His name was Rudolf. We checked whether the block originated in this life, and the check confirmed that this was the same life. To study it, we went to Rudolph's childhood. Rudolph's family was not rich, his parents lived quite poorly. They had their own small farm, an old wooden house. The mother was dressed in a simple dress with a cap. My father was a shoemaker and loved to drink. Rudolf did not respect his parents. We watched Rudolph's adolescence. He felt lightness, freedom, was proud and, for the most part, a slob. Closer to the age of 20, he left his home, which he was very happy about. He went to the city, to a stone fortress, to people of noble origin. By the age of 30, he already had status among noble people. He wore a medallion on his chest, was richly dressed and behaved according to his position. We went to the moment when Rudolph became arrogant towards others. Tatyana saw him at the age of 5. Robbers broke into the house and killed the father. Until this moment, Rudolf loved his parents. To become a support for his mother, he set himself up for adulthood. This caused the appearance of pride and excessive arrogance. We worked with the subconscious block that arose and cleared the subconscious. After working through the subconscious block, Tatyana felt small and pathetic. This was her second request that came up during the regression. We decided to work with these feelings and moved to the point of their origin. Tatyana moved into the body of a goose. The goose was swimming in the lake and swans surrounded him. He looked at them and wanted to become like them. An unfulfillable desire manifested itself: +79050207774